THIS IS VERY MUCH UNFINISHED main goal with this is to create something that seems completely my own. even if i cant code for my life and dont quite think im good enough at anything else either. i want most of all to see something that feels mine. some sort of sense of identity which i maybe shouldnt be seeking from a website but maybe being brave enough to share it at least in the sense that, if someone wanted to see this they could, is enough motivation to really look at myself and my work. and be aware that its actually there lol. because for me that was social media but thats so focused on how people are perceiving it that i just couldnt-i want to sit alone with myself with the knowledge that others Could see me and not sit alone being suffocated by others, the knowledge theyre judging my work. and maybe ill develop some sort of formality in writing as of now i am clearly not trying. just existing
wanna maybe show someone out there things that mean a lot to me too
expect to see drawings here maybe some writing and music if i ever get around to understanding it enough to make anything listenable :) hope you get something out of this
dont know if ill ever make it look pretty
